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6th January 2017
08:35am GMT

"The thoughts of missing out on that, I'd hate to step away," he said in the Independent.ie. "It's only when it's taken away from you as it was in 2011 for me, it's then you realise how much you love it and how you'd hate to have to sit back and think 'jeez, what would I do if I couldn't play?'
"Every year I think I'll keep going back until my legs say 'no'."What would any of us do if we couldn't play or be involved in some shape or form? Of all the treatment and necessary dosages for recovery, the freedom that John McGrath was offered on a football pitch was the only drug he wanted to get back and targeting a return with his club Baltinglass was one of the first things on his mind. He remembers the day he got back - listening to boys even slag him about fertility which thankfully didn't become a problem in the end. He remembers that because he was back part of the group and he even cherishes above all else taking a huge hit on the field - he wasn't being pitied, he wasn't being treated differently. He was back.
"That was the nicest feeling I’ve ever had," he told Dara Ó Cinneide in the Examiner back in 2012. "I was like a kid running around. "I wanted to get on everything. I wanted the ball. Running here, running there, mad to get on it. The greatest feeling ever. "I got the ball at one stage, 30 yards out and popped it over the bar. First time back. It was some feeling."To get back to life where winning a football is the only thing that matters for 60 minutes on a Sunday must've felt like heaven after what he had been through.
"They had a tube coming into my chest, with three prongs, leading all the drugs into my heart," he described at the time. "Once it gets to the heart it pumps quicker to the entire bloodstream. Two-hour bags. And you’re just lying there, getting sick."Now, he's just a GAA man again. On Sunday, he heads to play Meath in the O'Byrne Cup. That's what it's all about for John McGrath now. That's what it was always about. He was never going to let it go.
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